One second in the present the next in the past
Nothing protects me from my own thoughts and feelings.
It turns around! It knocks me down. it takes over.
An emotional chaos! Paralyzed unable to control!
No safety net! Incapable, apathetic and paralyzed!
Nothing works nothing helps. Trapped on the inside. Where emotions take over.
There is no stop nothing that relieves. Nothing that helps.
There is no spell or magic pill that can save me.