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tisdag 25 augusti 2020

I'm over it!

 


This is not a game! I can not, I must!

I have to start I have to stop. I have to open I have to close.

I have to stay I have to leave. I need someone I need no one!

I need everything I need nothing! I have loved I have hated.

Now I have said everything but still nothing opened everything and closed everything.

I've done it all over and over again. I have to but can not I do not know how!

Never taught me. No tools no knowledge no patience.

Constantly restless rushing through life, So many demands! Completely meaningless insignificant.

So demanding, so devouring, they take everything and give nothing back.

Just a hell of a lot of demanding responsibilities! I just can 't do that.

I'm over it! No more issues!

Words are not enough!



I'm thinking of you!

The magic I felt when we were still together.

Something that seemed too good to be true

I can't sleep or think about the feeling in my heart.

When I close my eyes I still see pictures of you and me.

I do not know why I feel this way!

I try to find the words to say explain how I feel

But words are not enough! To show how I feel inside

There are no words to describe the feeling!

An overwhelming feeling of pure love. I miss you!

To my heart my soul my love my son! I Love You!



RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!