I can sleep when I'm dead!

I have a riot in my head, I'd rather be dead!

I need to sleep, lay my head on the pillow and go numb

But my worst enemy keeps me awake. he never stops He just goes on and on

Completely freaked out. discharged and knocked out!

At the speed of light, I run out of oxygen so exhausted.

It flashes before my eyes I can barely stand or walk

But he just keeps nagging at me! As a creature from hell, he never gives up!

No rest for the wicked I guess I can sleep when I'm dead!

My mind is dangerous place to get lost in!

One two Three I know you know!

 

If you feel better about lying and denying!

To pretend nothing happened. Then Stay the fuck away from me!

You keep pushing it down my throat. Every fucking time you open your mouth

That it can not be! Have never happened you lie it can not be true

Open your fucking eyes and see reality! see what this life has done to me

Understand that I was raped, exploited, physically and mentally abused:

It's not me who lives denial! it's you! So emotionally cold apathetic and heartless!

So blinded by your own truth! You well aware of everything!

You're a fucking coward! you would not even dare to admit the truth

One two Three! I know you know the secret!