They are always here!

The fear of falling!

I don't want to go back

I refuse to face my demons

I don't want this but I can't end it

They are right here right now

I don't want to fall back

But I can't move forward I'm still stuck here in my past

The demons are present, they are always here

This is no joke no game!!

This is no joke no game.

This is my life my reality

I have said everything but still nothing

I've done it all I've been to hell and back

I don't need anything! no one not even myself

I need everything everyone but myself

I have opened everything up and closed it down again

I never learn. No tools, no patience.

Constantly on the verge of a nervous breakdown

Restless anxiety filled rushing through life,

There's a Panic inside my head

And my mind is running wild

No control no brakes! And i'm about to break

This is no joke no game!