I can see it but I can't touch it
It's so close yet so far away
I try to reach out but I trip and fall
So insecure about my own feelings
I try to keep them all inside
I fake a smile and laugh it all off
I am ashamed of my own feelings
It feels so right but still so wrong
What a joke but I'm not laughing
Tear filled eyes raging anger
I'm a so-called freak, I'm ashamed of myself
Pain runs straight through my veins
Madness is my middle name
I lost my faith my trust is gone
Shame and fear is all I see
I can't hide from myself and disappear
The pain of life is right here
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
