Say hello to heaven
Because it's hell down here without you
I can still see you when I close my eyes
I've cried and screamed a million times
I have kept everything inside I drowned myself in sorrow
I couldn't deal with the emotions, life or anything at all
I tried to end it all for just a second of despair
I made a deal with the devil I crashed and burned
Suicide became my best friend
A lifetime of depression, anxiety and fear
An overdose of reality So please say hello to heaven from me
Enough will never be enough for me
I pushed myself so hard beyond all limits
That I literally crushed myself
I broke myself into a million pieces
I could never accept the fact that no one is that strong
I tried to save everyone but myself
I did more than what I physically could
Now I have to suffer the consequences
I'm burnt out faded and broken I destroyed myself
But still enough is not enough for me
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
