At the age of nine
tied up and blindfolded
On a cold bathroom floor
it all happens again
The stench, the whispers, the humiliation
I am naked paralyzed and frozen
Nailed to the floor, the weight suffocates me
I can't breathe, I can't scream
She's all over me she's doing it again
She fucks me again daddy's little monster is breathing down my neck
Rape,, rape there is no escape
Every day is a new fucking day
No yesterday, no tomorrow, just here and now.
Yes I am depressed I have anxiety. and I'm not okay
I am completely empty I am tired and exhausted
I'm not lost I'm broken.
There is no beginning no end just an endless loop
Same shit all over again just another fucking day
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
