A life ended

I don't remember

I don't know how it feels anymore.

There is no joy, no longing

So empty so cold an emotionless void

I'm still that little kid scared and alone

Haunted by memories and wounds that never heal

The light faded away and darkness stepped in

A life ended and the nightmares began

A constant battle against anxiety and fear

All hope is gone!

For every insulting, degrading and mocking word

For Every slap, every sexual assault, Another part of me died

I have died so many times that I have forgotten how to live

They took piece by piece and broke me into a million pieces

And what is lost will never be found

I lost more than my life I lost my will my trust

I lost everything inside that broken home

And now all hope is gone