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tisdag 19 december 2023

Sleepless night!


Empty, powerless so physically weak

Another sleepless night!

Exhausted completely drained!

I'm stressed, depressed

I am worn out

Physically and mentally broken

The anxiety has finally taken its toll

I am so sick and tired of this life

This is Just another sleepless night!!

I wish I could!!


So frustrated so lost so scared.

A step I physically cannot handle.

So many obstacles, so many thoughts

I try but I can't.

I stumble, I fall I scream I cry

An obstacle so great. So invincible so hard.

A tidal wave of emotions

All at once! the fear, the anxiety, the panic.

I am frustrated, lost and scared.

And I wish I could but I can't

To be or not to be!



I try to reach the surface

But there is no easy way out

No oxygen no air just darkness!!

The terrifying silence The emptiness the hopelessness and nothing more!

When the only thing left is to be or not to be!

All bridges are burned!!

That social network is like a dried up ocean!

friends are like fallen leaves

And long forgotten memories

Destroying and leaving everything has become a part of me

And there is nothing left for me but to be or not to be!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!