To be or not to be!

I try to reach the surface

But there is no easy way out

No oxygen no air just darkness!!

The terrifying silence The emptiness the hopelessness and nothing more!

When the only thing left is to be or not to be!

All bridges are burned!!

That social network is like a dried up ocean!

friends are like fallen leaves

And long forgotten memories

Destroying and leaving everything has become a part of me

And there is nothing left for me but to be or not to be!