The only way to survive was to shut down.
Alone in the dark crying and terrified
The constant anxiety, the panic, the pain
I had no choice no options.
I had to become a monster to survive
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RIght now!
What the hell !
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
I am what i am!
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Me against myself I fight I break I beat myself up My head is a mess I'm a nervous wreck It is an eternal struggle I'm trying to fig... -
Everything that scares me Are such simple and obvious things I'm afraid to live afraid to feel I shut everything out, isolate myself, hu... -
I ran from the violence Into deathly silence I choked on my own fear I stopped breathing and hid in the dark I locked myself in, closed all ... -
I wish I could find a place deep inside myself Where I can I feel safe and secure no anxiety no fear Where I can pick up all the broken pi... -
I know every trick in the book I've tried them all but nothing works It just seems to make everything worse So don't use your sweet ... -
I want my heart to stop beating, I don't want to feel like this! I don't want to feel emotions. I don't want to think! I don'...
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