I still remember

First memory

Lying on the floor in the fetal position feels like dying

Unbearable torment and pain I am screaming and crying

My body is burning everything is hurting

A million razor blades cutting through my bare skin

The pain is devastating my heart is breaking

A blood disease that dropped me to the floor

I prayed for my life and hoped to die

I was just a baby but I still remember

All the pain, the suffering and the total agony

And Sometimes I can even feel all that inside me