Give me a reason!!

I can not be here

There is nothing here nothing left

So cold and empty a broken home

A place that consumes me breaks me

I can 't move on without you

I can not live here I can not breathe

Give me life give me a sign give me something

Give me a reason to survive this hell

Let me disappear!!

 

I do not want to be

I'm tired drained completely empty

I do not want to think to feel or exist

I just want to fade away and disappear

I dont want this i dont need this

Let me be free and go my own way

Let me disappear forever

I just do not want to be here anymore

Stronger than ever!!

Beat myself !!

Emotional scars pain on the inside

I'm so sick so bad so sad so mad

The physical pain relieves for a second

I continue to torment myself to be free

Concussion and bloodshot tears

Hidden screams shattered bones

Nightmares and anxiety take over my soul

I keep hitting myself to stop the pain

The flashback is back again stronger than ever

This nightmare will never end!!