I can't let anyone get close to me

Screaming with fear!

Have you ever woken up?

So terrified paralyzed with fear

While someone is taking advantage of you

Using you like a broken doll

Up up and down in and out

Rapes my mind raps my soul

Stole my innocence my purity

I'm dirty I'm disgusting I'm worthless

The scent refuses to go away I can't scrub it off

It's still there crawling in my head

The shame, the hate, the anger So why do I still blame myself

I deserve so much more than this

But so many parts of me are broken so damaged

I can't be fixed, I'll never be whole again

I can't let anyone get close to me! I can't let anyone in