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söndag 21 juni 2020

My mind is eating me alive.


Liv räd skräckslagen paralyserad. Jag drunknar i mina egna tankar. Får ingen luft Jag kan inte andas. Jag behöver stänga ner jag behöver stanna upp. Jag måste få allt att ta slut. jag kan inte vara jag kan inte existera jag kan inte leva Jag kan inte fungera. My mind is eating me alive.
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Plats: Örebro Sverige Örebro, Sverige

There's a war in my head that never ends.



Ett evigt krig på insidan. En tickande bomb!

Ständigt beredskap. Ständig panik en skenande ångest.

Ett minfält så över fyllt där minsta lilla fel steg leder till en kedjereaktion.

Så många utlösare så många fällor. 

There's a war in my head that never ends.
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