So tired!

So tired of everything! 

Trapped in a spiral of constant anxiety and worry. 

So tired of everything that goes around everything spinning 

All thoughts all emotions. So abandoned and broken. 

Physically and mentally broken. So empty and lost!

I see no beginning I see no end. Stuck in a life that leads nowhere.

This is hell and you can see it from hear!

Call it what you will! Nothing you say nothing you do can change it. 

So call it what you will. Stamp me judge me. Throw me to the wolves sacrifice me. You can still never save me! You can not destroy or remove all wounds all the memories that constantly chase me. You cant  turn off shut it down. You can not delete erase. So call it what you will! But there is no heaven no angels no savior who can save me. This is hell and you can see it from hear!