Why do tears never end?

What once was is no longer here.

I sit alone and think. The more I think, the further I come from everything. 

Here I sit alone with tears in my throat. I cry over a time that no longer exists  . 

What once was is just a faded memory of a life that collapsed. 

So why am I still crying. Why do tears never end?

So tired!

So tired of everything! 

Trapped in a spiral of constant anxiety and worry. 

So tired of everything that goes around everything spinning 

All thoughts all emotions. So abandoned and broken. 

Physically and mentally broken. So empty and lost!

I see no beginning I see no end. Stuck in a life that leads nowhere.