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fredag 7 augusti 2020

Nothing in between



There is nothing in between!

When I'm high I'm high! When I'm low I'm low.

It comes and goes. It hits hard! it knocks down.

Time and time again I fall down and break

Time and time again I have to pick up the pieces.

There is no heaven, no hell.

Lost in a panic



I don't know why I'm sitting here!

I've become completely manic I can not end this.

An addiction a pattern so hard to break I am stuck.

My head is spinning. my heart is racing.

My fingers ache my eyes bleed.
 
It hurts no sleep no rest no appetite.

Stuck in a manic lost in a panic can't stop my own feelings.

Oh God please save me from myself!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!