Keep It in the Family

Why is everyone so selfish! do not say that it is equally difficult for everyone. Empty words empty promises! Instead of helping, they just keep on hurting me. Just be quiet, please! Shut up when I talk to you!  Dont make things worse Do not aggravate an already bad situation. How blind and stupid could i be. I already knew before what was going to happen. Here comes the pain all the hatred the anger all at once My fault! Everything is my fault There it came thrown in the face again! I have destroyed everything and everyone. The fault is always mine I am the problem the idiot the one who hurts everyone. It's Always Me! I've ruined his whole life. I crushed the family. But now is over this is the end . Never again! Time to move on leaving everything behind. Blood is not thicker than water. Family a word without meaning. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate hate leads to suffering 
Keep It in the Family

Cold world!

An empty and cold world without compassion. A world that eats people and spits them out. A society where disability is not acceptable. They abuse and annihilate, they break people. In a world where everyone should be and function according to the norm normally.   Normal what the hell is normally a word I hate. All people are unique and special, we are all equal We all have shortcomings and faults, fears and phobias. No one is flawless! Nobody is perfect So what gives them the right to judge and diminish people What gives others the right to say what is normal. I do not know how to react or think. None of this is normal! Fuck this shit I am what i am