No dreams just nightmares.
The darkness the emptiness.
Nothing left so scared and alone.
I died so many times. That I'm afraid to live!
Afraid of myself. afraid of my desires
My hands shake my body shivers
cold steals against my scarred skin.
I close my eyes, I hear my heart beating
it cuts straight through GOD HELP ME!
This is hell this is me this is my life.
30 years straight to hell!
A madhouse! too many idiots
Just like taking a knife to a gun fight
I Standing on my knees with a knife in my back
Begging them please, please help me!
I see mocking smiles staring eyes they laugh at me
I hear their whisper He's back let's just end this
Bring out your guns! aim fire and shoot!
That's what you get when you need help
A bullet in the head no questions asked
Bang bang you're dead!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
