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fredag 4 september 2020

I may be sick but I'm not ill!


You can not cure me!

You can't change who I am.

I'm not a machine or a robot.

I have feelings I have thoughts.

I am a living being a natural disaster.

Don't try to prevent what cannot be controlled.

Do not try to change me! just understand me

You can not save me You can not cure me

I may be sick but I'm not ill! I'm not a disease

The scars are too deep to heal!


I can't forget!

It will never heal or go away!

The wounds are too deep.

They are so deeply imprinted in my soul.

I just just want to forget everything

But the memories continue to haunt me

I'm forced to relive it over and over again

The physical and mental abuse

I'm not going anywhere 

I'm trapped inside my own mind!

I can neither forgive nor forget

The scars are too deep to heal!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!