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tisdag 8 september 2020

Am I really awake ?




Am I awake or am I sleeping!

Is everything a just a dream

All emotions all thoughts

All the voices screaming inside

The memories the pictures everything

All the pain the anxiety.The tears, the wounds

Is every day and every year, of suffering

Just An eternal nightmare without end.

If it's Please, wake me up before I die

I think this life is killing me!!

 


Take what you want do what you want.

Kick me hit me take advantage of me.

You can still never change or save me.

I see the demons I hear their voices

They devour me. I lose myself again

I lose the conrtorlen. I fall straight back

Back to a place where I do not exist!

An echo of a time I never want to relive again.

I can't handle this anymore! I've had enough

No more, never again this needs to end

I swear that sometimes I think this life is killing me

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!