I'm lying on the floor !!
A broken puzzle shattered, crushed.
I see the pieces floating around changing shape.
I see dark silhouettes fragments of my life.
I see everything, experience everything over and over again.
This is no dream no fantasy no illusion!
A life a journey through hell and back.
Constantly chased constantly on the run.
Every instinct Every nerve at full stretch. Constant readiness!
Every sound, every movement triggers the survival instinct
The reptile brain takes over RUN RABBIT RUN!
A complicated puzzle to put back together.
That's life! Here with my only friend
Complex post-traumatic stress disorder