I'm not even close
So far away from feeling good
I see no change no opportunity
I fell too much can not sort
My feelings tear me apart
My mind explodes into an emotional chaos
I'm not even close to a normal life
I want to shut down disconnect my life
I dont want this I just want an end
But I'm not even close to normal!
Feel how I slowly lose my grip!
There are no screams, no tears left.
Here we go! time to medicate drain
There is no stop, no bottom, no end
There are no emergency brakes, nothing that relieves
I'm stuck in an eternal panic attack
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
