A creation of violence physical, mental abuse!!

There is no help no protection

Nothing that relieves or hinders

Panic anxiety trapped in a web of lies

The walls shrink as they get closer.

Dark shadows chase me trapped isolated in myself.

There is no way out no end I suffocate I can not breathe.

Stuck in a pattern of self-destruction

It lives inside me it is a part of me

I am the one they created, the one they destroyed

A creation of violence physical, mental abuse

I'm a product of a sick society

Just put an end to my suffering!!

So hard to be heard!

No one listens or understands

Constantly depressed reduced

I'm not an idiot I know I understand

I've heard it all a thousand times

So listen understand me do not ignore me

Or judge me by what others say

I am real I feel I am suffering

So listen to what I say, not what others say

give me a chance to feel good again

Or just put an end to my suffering