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måndag 26 oktober 2020

I have cheated death!


I have cheated death!

I have fallen more than 1000 times.

I have walked through the gates of hell

I've seen the abyss.

Wandered on the border between life and death.

So close to ending everything

Too close too many times I have collapsed.

Time and time again I have cheated death!

Why the hell did you save me?


You caught me when I jumped!

You threw me straight into safety.

Back to everything I wanted to leave behind

Back to the life I tried to break free from

You saved my life that day! But part of me died there and then!

On the fifth floor in the dark. Where I tried to take my own life!

You tore me back into a life I did not want to live. 

Why the hell did you save me?

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!