My mind is my worst enemy!!

My mind cannot process everything

It's too much at once it's not possible

The brain takes over can not focus on anything

I can not stand it! the thoughts never stop

A thousand nightmares at once

Everything rushes by, it flashes before my eyes

I can not eat sleep! I get no peace

The body constantly shakes the heart beats at the speed of light

Dear God, make it stop !! my mind is my worst enemy

I will never trust anyone again!!

I should never have played this game!

I played with fire and burned myself on the flames

I became too vulnerable! I lost control.

I should never have let anyone get too close

I just wasted precious time and sacrificed myself

I gave all I had to give! But got nothing back

Same thing over and over again! The feeling of being abandoned!

I will never trust anyone again I'm tired of all the lies

So sick and tired of everything and everyone