It's so easy to fall !!
It's so easy to shut down emotionally
It's so easy to mask and hide to build walls lock and close all doors.
Hide and control all emotions, all impulses All the anxiety, the panic, the restlessness.
So easy to just leave everything and give up.
To Disappear into the shadows and become invisible again.
Behind all the walls and locked doors !! Where it all starts all over again!
There is nowhere to run or hide! No safe place !!
Do not touch me there!
Do not get too close, stay away from me
I feel disgusting, dirty and disgusting!
The stench !! The scents of body fluids and sweat never go away!
I scrub, I wash, I tear, I cut deeper It does not go away!
I will never be clean! I'm disgusting I'm dirty
I try to get rid of the shame, the anxiety the constant feeling of discomfort
So please do not touch me!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
