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torsdag 17 december 2020

I want to go home!!


I want to find a way back home !!

To the safe, secure place where I hid as a child

The place where no one could touch me or, hurt me.

The place where I was free alone and invulnerable

I want to go back to the safe, secure place!!

Far far away from this home sweet homicide !!

Pleas take me home so i can feel safe to live my life without fear and hate


onsdag 16 december 2020

A dream of a life without anger and fear !!


A lifelong curse!

The hunt !! after answer, the truth

I chase shadows dreams of a life that will never be!

Why am I looking for something I've never had

An illusion of a perfect life where the sun shines and everything is fine

A dream of a life without anger and fear !!

Why did you promise heaven when all you gave was hell!!


RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!