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fredag 1 januari 2021

It feels so right but still so wrong!!


I'm lost and confused what should I do

Inside my heart and soul !! I know all too well

That my mind is playing tricks with me again

I can not distinguish, right from wrong

It feels so right but still so wrong!!


What why!!


Why am I afraid to feel emotions?

What makes me want to escape and disappear

Shattered feelings !! split and shared thoughts

Is this real or just a fantasy, or am I just dreaming

Something inside me tells me to run and hide

Am I afraid of you? Or am I afraid of my own feelings!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!