What I need is not this
I need peace !! A quiet and peaceful place
To rest my head my soul and my mind
I need an end to everything a beginning something
I can not stay here in this infected place
The silence the empty cold room the shadows, the memories
This haunted home is killing me !!
I hate what I've become !!
Weak vulnerable and hypersensitive
I'm so far away from anything normal
My anxiety is always lurking around the corner
I'm in a state of constant panic
I live in fear of the unexpected
I question my own identity, my own reality
This is not me !! This is not who I used to be
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
