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måndag 7 juni 2021

The consequence of a brain that never rests


No relief no recovery !!

I can not find peace of mind

Drained on fuel no energy

Can barely stand up straight

Overthinking overheated so tired

Physically and mentally overwhelmed

So sick and tired of my own mind

It drains me empties me gives me no peace no rest 

It is the consequence of a brain that never rests

My own worst enemy is me myself and i !!

söndag 6 juni 2021

What's lurking around the corner Scares me!!


Uncertainty awaits around the corner

Like a dark shadow it devours everything

Can I do this? Can I get through this again?

Do I have the strength, the capacity the energy

I'm alone in this! I fight against my own insecurities

And not knowing what's lurking around the corner Scares me!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!