Drowning in my own thoughts
Meaningless words that suffocate me
The anxiety of not knowing what is true or not
Can I trust their words! Or is everything just another white lie
I've heard it all so many times before
The false promises words without meaning
I know all too well that what they say is not what they want
So what is the truth? Will they stand by their words
One foot in front of the other!
One thing at a time a dream a wish.
It grows I am nowhere nothing that calms nothing that stimulates.
Concentration, breathing focused.Dammmmmmmm!
Everything I can not !! everything that never works!
How difficult it can be to take one step at a time one day at a time
One foot in front of the other so simple yet so difficult so impossible to handle
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
