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måndag 17 april 2023

Crash and burn!!



Heading for disaster.

My brain is like a runaway train.

No emergency brake no stop.

It's getting closer, seconds away

I'm ready to crash and burn again

My soul is wounded!!



Hitting myself burning myself.

Just to feel something else

There is no joy, no longing, just emptiness

I don't want to feel like this

I don't want to think

I don't want to live and I don't want to die.

I just don't know how to survive in this life

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!