I cry alone I die alone!!

My words my truth!!

Why try, why even fight

Nobody hears nobody sees

Empty words empty promises

Lies broken trust damaged and broken

I'm not an idiot I'm not crazy.

This is my world, my thoughts, my feelings

I suffer in silence bleeding from within

I cry alone I die alone!!

I swear sometimes these lives is killing me

I don't want to wake up !!

I don't want to wake up and see the light of day.

All the sounds, all the feelings, the fear, the anxiety

The panic of not knowing or understanding.

The emptiness the darkness all the tears all the pain

Trapped in myself! locked between four walls.

I don't want to feel anything anymore, 

So please let me close my eyes and sleep forever

I don't want to wake up to this hell again!!