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måndag 11 december 2023

It's too close to real!!


It's getting close!!

For every hour, every day

I feel it within it grows it lives

I can breathe I can't eat

I wither away

I'm just skin and bones

I lose sleep I lose weight

It's too close to real!!

I cry alone I die alone!!




My words my truth!!

Why try, why even fight

Nobody hears nobody sees

Empty words empty promises

Lies broken trust damaged and broken

I'm not an idiot I'm not crazy.

This is my world, my thoughts, my feelings

I suffer in silence bleeding from within

I cry alone I die alone!!


I swear sometimes these lives is killing me

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!