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tisdag 12 december 2023

I'm scared!!


The uncertainty the fear

The anxiety grows stronger

No answers empty words no guarantees

It gets worse, harder

The fear of not knowing what or when

The thoughts the nightmares are all too real

I'm scared!! I'm lonely and depressed

måndag 11 december 2023

It's too close to real!!


It's getting close!!

For every hour, every day

I feel it within it grows it lives

I can breathe I can't eat

I wither away

I'm just skin and bones

I lose sleep I lose weight

It's too close to real!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!