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onsdag 13 december 2023

It devours!!


It eats it gnaws it devours.

A wound that never heals

A nightmare that never ends.

i can't escape i can't stay no way out

no solution no rest no recovery.

Nothing helps no solution

The weeds are growing and spreading like wildfire

There is nothing left, just an empty emotional shell.

No life no joy no hope. A life without meaning

So weak and lost. It eats it gnaws it devours.

I see no end


So tired!!

Caught in a spiral of constant anxiety

So sick and tired of everything

All the thoughts all the feelings. the pain

So damn dejected and broken.

Physically and mentally broken down.

I see no beginning I see no end.

I am so mentally exhausted so tired

I'm so sick of this life so sick of it all!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!