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torsdag 14 december 2023

No part of it!!


It's not easy

Dealing with everything

It's just too much at once

Exhausted shaky unstable and confused

I'm not that young, not that old

Is this how aging is supposed to be

Then I want no part of it

onsdag 13 december 2023

It devours!!


It eats it gnaws it devours.

A wound that never heals

A nightmare that never ends.

i can't escape i can't stay no way out

no solution no rest no recovery.

Nothing helps no solution

The weeds are growing and spreading like wildfire

There is nothing left, just an empty emotional shell.

No life no joy no hope. A life without meaning

So weak and lost. It eats it gnaws it devours.

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!