I need to clear my thoughts heal my wounds
Accept and understand that life will never be the same
I will never recover never be whole again
It hurts to know that life will never be the same again
What is lost is gone forever!!
I'm half the man I used to be!!
It's not easy
Dealing with everything
It's just too much at once
Exhausted shaky unstable and confused
I'm not that young, not that old
Is this how aging is supposed to be
Then I want no part of it
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
