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fredag 15 december 2023

I'm already dead!!


The hardest thing is to accept

The damage this trip has created

How it has broken down annihilated who I once was.

A reflection a mirror image. So empty so scary.

A joyless lifeless figure, what I see is not me.

No colors no heat. a living death.

The storm is over the battery is dead the fuel is gone.

The dream is shattered! and nothing will ever be the same

The life I once knew is gone and lost forever

On the inside I'm already dead!!

torsdag 14 december 2023

Don't want to be !!


Isolated and paranoid

Afraid to live, afraid to die

A dark cold prison cell inside your head

There is nothing in front nothing behind

No easy solution, no turning back

You are exactly where you don't want to be

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!