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lördag 16 december 2023

Mad world!!


No one sees!

The invisible little boy

Trapped and isolated

They laugh at me, they mock me.

In their eyes I am nothing.

No one is there, no one cares

They are all too blind to see

What this life has done to me

Their silence all the lies, the violence

The hate the fear the anxiety.

The mental abuse, raped and tied up

They stole my innocence my life my will to live

They took it all from me and threw me out like trash

I'm just one of a million victims in this mad world

fredag 15 december 2023

I'm already dead!!


The hardest thing is to accept

The damage this trip has created

How it has broken down annihilated who I once was.

A reflection a mirror image. So empty so scary.

A joyless lifeless figure, what I see is not me.

No colors no heat. a living death.

The storm is over the battery is dead the fuel is gone.

The dream is shattered! and nothing will ever be the same

The life I once knew is gone and lost forever

On the inside I'm already dead!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!