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söndag 17 december 2023

I'm not okay!!


Yes, I'm okay!

Yes I am fine

No, no anxiety today!

I don't need anything

Nothing at all!

I'm fine everything works

Nothing has happened

Don't worry, I'll be fine, I'll survive

I'm not okay!!

In my head!!


My weakness is me

Everything lives inside my head

It a dark dangerous place

In my head where everything is real

I feel it over and over again

I see it, I hear it, I feel so dirty

The pain stench I can't wash it off

I scream I cry I try to escape

But nothing inside is safe

My weakness is me and everything lives in my head!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!