I wish

Thanks for the memories!!

Thanks for the anxiety the constant fear

Thanks for all those wasted years

You took my childhood my will to live

You took everything away from me

You stole my innocence my joy my dreams

So thanks for everything you put me through

I wish I could give it all back to you

I can't deny it!!

I'm scared and alone

The fear of the unknown is here

I can't do this by myself

I have no choice, no alternative

I have to be strong, bite the bullet

Get through the day, conquer my fear

I can't fight it there's no way to hide it

I can't deny it, I'm not ready to fight it