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tisdag 19 december 2023

A perfect life!


I open up and throw myself in without thinking.

I'm chasing something someone.

A feeling a dream a picture of a perfect life.

A false illusion of security and trust.

An image so false so twisted and distorted.

A nightmare that never ends a vicious circle

Trapped in an illusion of a perfect life!

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måndag 18 december 2023

Some die once!



Some die once!
I can't do more than smile.
I cheated death so many times.
inside I'm already dead
Death has become a part of me
I don't have a wish list just a bloody death wish
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