Leta i den här bloggen

tisdag 19 december 2023

The feeling of being abandoned!


I lost control

I became too vulnerable!

I played with fire and burned myself

I wasted precious time and sacrificed myself

I gave everything I had to give!

I should never have let you in

You gave me nothing but pain and agony

It's always the same, over and over again!

I will never trust anyone again.

It hurts too much, I become too vulnerable!!

I'm so scared of being hurt and abandoned again

Sleepless night!


Empty, powerless so physically weak

Another sleepless night!

Exhausted completely drained!

I'm stressed, depressed

I am worn out

Physically and mentally broken

The anxiety has finally taken its toll

I am so sick and tired of this life

This is Just another sleepless night!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!