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lördag 23 december 2023

You are so beautiful


You are there through thick and thin

You provide security and warmth.

You give me unconditional love you catch me when I fall.

You are so wonderful, so understanding!

You listen, you see, you wipe my tears

You comfort and support 

You never fail you see me, you understand me.

FUCK THIS SHIT!

Lies, betrayal empty words and broken promises.

Fuck it, this isn't a love poem, it's a hate speech

It overflows


The hardest thing of all

Is to let someone in

To lower the guard, to open my safe place

To unlock everything I locked up inside

All the repressed feelings, the fear the resignation

It scares me the vulnerability the sadness

I'm afraid of my own feelings

They have been isolated, locked up for so long

So many years, so many tears

It overflows, it drains me, suffocation no breathing!!

An emotional rollercoaster with no brakes

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!