I had no choice
No one to talk to
I stumbled into a bottle
It took my life, my will
10 years just disappeared
I became my own worst enemy
A drunk hazy a physical wreck
Anything to ease my pain
No brakes, no judgement, no input pulse control
A suicidal freak!! I lost control
And there was no one there to save me
They closed their eyes and walked away
It hurts to think
I don't want to feel
I don't want to scratch that surface
I don't want to open that door
I don't want to be here, I don't want to be there
It hurts it aches it never ends
It's always there like a creep in my head
The wounds are still fresh
My soul is broken, My heart is bleeding
I can't stop the tears from falling
It hurts!!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
