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måndag 25 december 2023

Everything falls apart


It's that time of year

When everything gets darker

Devastating emotions, uncontrolled thoughts

Loneliness shows its ugly face again

Bad thoughts, bad feelings

Sad and lonely, and heartbroken

Devastating thoughts and bad desires

It's just that time of year

When everything falls apart!!

One trama into another


Forced into silence

One trama after another

I became an easy target

So hurt and broken

Thrown into a life of violence

No escape and no way out

I couldn't scream I couldn't cry

Emotional shutdown kept me alive

I Showed no fear no tears, no pain

But on the inside I was completely broken

Dead inside empty and cold

No life nowhere to go

Forced to silence, raised with violence

It was always one trama into another

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!