I don't know if I've ever felt true love
Or if it's just an illusion created by my own mind
I can't see the difference between kindness and real feelings
So I fool myself just to feel it
I am Lost in my own vulnerability
I can see or think clearly
My brain is playing tricks on me
I know it's not real but I need to feel it
It's that time of year
When everything gets darker
Devastating emotions, uncontrolled thoughts
Loneliness shows its ugly face again
Bad thoughts, bad feelings
Sad and lonely, and heartbroken
Devastating thoughts and bad desires
It's just that time of year
When everything falls apart!!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
